I'm Tired

of explaining myself

of not knowing what the eff I'm doing on this project

of waiting for feedback

of not sitting still and constantly being on the go

of not having shit to do

of reading

of not being understood

of people perceptions

of (failing at) managing those perceptions

of not knowing how all this is going to work out

of not naturally playing by the rules

of not knowing what the effing rules are

of this stupid mood.

Riding in Cars with Boys

I wish i had some damn boys to ride in cars with. Hell I dont want to ride einthe car with them, I just need one of these asses that call themselves my friends to go with me to the car dealer/auction/seller and help me out with buying the damn thing. I know nothing about cars and its like everyone is just looking at me like I'm stupid.

I need a freaking car. Ive been here 3 weeks doing nothing. Come with me to look at a car " sorry i cant". I go by myself y'all act like I'm some stupid child.

I have only 7 days to get everything done and all of you are wasting my time. I feel like walking into a Honda Dealership and just buying whatever i see. *hiss*

I HATE the stoopid "remember me" thing

WTF is the point if it never works? Everytime I come on, I have to put my information in anyway.

*seethes*